i have a lot of habits i wish i didn't have and i don't want to share them with everyone. so i don't know if what i'm about to tell is a habit or not, but it's a trait i wish i could overcome.
i hate that my body language is too easy to read. i crumble easily from embarrassment. i cave in and shut down. when i get nervous or embarrassed i twirl my hair and sometimes blush because i get really warm. i usually look downward and hold my arms close to my chest because maybe i can become invisible if i do that. then i become really quiet and extra awkward.
i just fall apart at anything that makes me uncomfortable. i can't handle it. i wish i cold have a little more backbone and just not care.
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